I Know

I know I'm not a great friend
As I show much ignorance
I know I'm not a good person
As I sit alone in silence

I know I have said a thousand words
That I should not have said
But why should I even bother
For the lack of attention you paid

I know I show much confidence
Painting you an alternate picture
A contradiction to my soul
Making me a people's loner

I know you do not want me around
But here i will forever stay
No hard feelings I promise
If you ever shun me away

I know I cannot get along
No matter how hard I try
Making little conversations
Ending up boring and dry

I know I did not bring much joy
To you and The others
But as time passes I hope
Our withering bond will not wither

Tuesday
3NOVEMBER09
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