I Know

I know I'm not a great friend
As I show much ignorance
I know I'm not a good person
As I sit alone in silence

I know I have said a thousand words
That I should not have said
But why should I even bother
For the lack of attention you paid

I know I show much confidence
Painting you an alternate picture
A contradiction to my soul
Making me a people's loner

I know you do not want me around
But here i will forever stay
No hard feelings I promise
If you ever shun me away

I know I cannot get along
No matter how hard I try
Making little conversations
Ending up boring and dry

I know I did not bring much joy
To you and The others
But as time passes I hope
Our withering bond will not wither

Tuesday
3NOVEMBER09
1336

Future Paid For

How queer the path leading to what is up ahead
Perchance misleading for those who walk with dread
However much confusing no white cloth shall be displayed
For the future is determined by the sum that one has paid

-Lily-
Monday
7/9/09

Flames

Flames
Red, orange
Blue, yellow
Are flames

Burning on
Twigs, logs
However big
However small
Burns on

Air
Gives it life
Keeps blowing
Surfeiting
Eventually
Burns out


3JUNEo9

Fade

Know your limits, know your strength

Abolish all your needs to blend

Distance from your comfort zone

Of height and depth all you find fond

Change your ways, wrong and flawed
Live your days, proud and tall

May assumptions be ignored

Accept all criticisms called

High hopes for the ripened soul

Analyse all things been told

Tak note of all, friends and foe

See the light through high and low

Keep your head when comments are made

Stay awake, hop off the bed

Appreciate all things been said

All things dead soon starts to fade

FEBRUARY09

The Missing Chest

Enter the room and lock the door

Break down on the parquet floor

Keep it silent, muffle the cries

Let out till the last tear dries

Trap all emotions, big and small

Make sure no one hears your call

Store them in a little chest

Put it aside to avoid the mess

When it's time to let out your fears

All emotions and feelings to your peers

The chest is no where to be found

Silently, you hope not to drown

10.10am

PhysicsClass

3MARCH09

Decided to do something more productive..
Other than sleeping, that is xP

A Conflict of the Heart

I've learnt to follow my heart

And not to let you down

A conflict of the heart

Not wanting my dreams to drown

At the junction I stopped

Thinking it's be much easier

If the journey was cut short

With less paths to travel

I've learnt to follow my heart

And not to let you down

A conflict of the heart

Where lust and joy are found

I laid my eyes on one

But as to not be hurt

I set aside the fun

And decided to trust your word

I've learnt to follow my heart

And not to let you down

A conflict of the heart

Where I don't hear a sound

A retardation of the soul

Hidden as if stealth

I've gotta get up and go

In search of myself

02FEBRUARY09

Hope and Faith

Stars of hope

In the skies above

In darkness I grope

In search of love

Dime in well

For faith I yearn

Unable to foretell

The path I'd burn

Strength of mind

Body and soul

Ready to shine

Obstructed by a hole

Of wisdom I seek

In the void of life

At nothingness I peek

Determined to survive

February09